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well today has been absoloutley crap! i asked the boy i liked out and he rejected me :'( i also found out when my nans funeral is and that my mum is upset . well this just proves that i will never live a wonderful life! merry Christmas

Turning around

well today started out just as yesterday i was very quiet and didnt want to talk to anyone. i followed my usual routine and came up stairs to get ready to go to bed for school tommorow and what do i find on my fav site? Yes i had won a new moon film board game!!!! omg i was so excited and this gives me hope that maybe things can get better from this horrible event. i hope so good night (not like im gonna be able to sleep with all this excitement and worry lol )

Lonely day

well today my best friend was meant to be coming over but she ditched me for her boyfriend.  of course as usual i spent the day txting dan. i still have no clue what to do i feel so useless i want to cry but stop myself , i feel so useless i want to go c her but i can and all i can do it sit around waiting for that horrible phone call im dreading it well im gonna go cos im crying again bye x

Such Sad Sad day

today tonite, my nanny Gladys is dying they have taken the tube out of her and given up hope. i have no clue what to do except hope, pray and cry. i cry not because i want to but because im jealous of the angels that are taking her away from me and this world. i cry because i love her so much as if she were my real nan. i cry because i think of all the things which she wont get to see. im going to miss her sooo much i dont know what ill do. :'(

Very deep snow today !!

well today i went and played in the snow it was very deep :D haha now am very bored sitting watching the 1000th episode of jeremy kyle ever made whoop!! xx

Snowy day

well today there was a bit of snow, so i didn't go to school and it was quiet a fun day but very cold. am watching vampire diaries and am very tired so night night xx

Sad day

well today has beeen really good snow and amazing time with my friends, then we get a phone call saying my nanny glad has just had a serious stroke and has been taken to hospital and so i am sitting here crying and listerning to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3JNyash2bE&feature=fvst